I had to rush after work today to do the other things that I am responsible for doing. So I didn't quite get the chance to sit down and write here again right away, as I had wanted to do. Sometimes things don't go as planned and that's alright, plans can always be adjusted accordingly.
I know the truth now, and it's kind of disappointing. I have given people multiple opportunities to demonstrate that they can be decent human beings only to be presented with shittier and shittier versions of humans as I go along. I guess that I'm just lucky that the small number of shitty people that I have the displeasure of working with aren't actually a threat to me in any type of way. Like, what are you going to do to me personally? Ostracize me from a group that I wasn't ever going to belong to anyway? Oh no, what ever shall I do? You gonna do your job poorly so that I have to come along behind you and try to patch things up as best I can? You're the one who's been doing this for years and years. I have just begun, so what's your excuse?
At certain points today I heard people singing along with the songs on the radio and it made me happy to know that even the lugubrious bitch beside me can find joy in music. How comforting it is to know that this bitch is able to enjoy things and not just be a Debbie-Downer all the time. What a relief!
As for the rest of it, I don't think that I should care enough anymore to be bothered thinking about these people and situations when I hit the doors to leave at the end of the work day. So, I'm gonna leave these last little updates and then let you do what you want. As if you were going to do anything else anyway.
What I'm going to do now is going to take some work and focus and then I will come back and write some more here. I have other projects that are more fun than trying to get a bunch of mean women to learn how to be better people. I just have one more message for all the assholes out there in the world: I know you could be a better person! So, what the fuck is stopping you from trying to be better, do better? You could do a lot of things if you only tried. Sure, you can read, but can you learn?
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